Life's ups and downs

Life's ups and downs. I'd always considered myself as a calm and very patient person. I guess I misjudged myself. What drives a person to hurt the one they love? There really is no excuse.

I fear the worst. Is my life over? Have I caused the end of my life? Life would mean nothing without that person. Have I driven them away? In the words of Charlotte Church "I need professional help". I am the Crazy Chick as described by Charlotte Church in the song with the same title.

I'm crazy insane and also crazy in love. Help me please. Some one help me.

I lived the best times of my life and I fear I have thrown it all away.

I'm babbling now. Yada yada yada..................

I LOVE YOU