The burning questions in my mind......

Feeling quite lost and confused though I know I shouldn't......or am I really lost and confused? or just plain crazy? Let me try to explain.

My love is back and I am very happy and delighted about that fact. Life becoming normal again.......Lately she has started writing again.....I have always loved her writing.....she's a writer see.....but hadn't written for awhile........something or perhaps someone has sparked something in her to start writing.......a good thing a guess as I get to read her writing once more......but as I read her words.....at times I get confused by what she writes...............she writes from the heart and her words flow like water down a stream, gripping my concentration and wanting me to read more. But somehow what she writes lately makes me feel a little lost and confused......one for the fact that she's able to write alot nowadays......and two....I feel ashamed to say.......

I shouldn't be feeling like this though because I know that she loves me dearly and we are forever soulmates but I can't help but something when I read her blogs.......it makes me feel weird........sends so many questions firing up in my head.....needing answers yet afraid to ask them for fear of losing......I don't want to let it drive me crazy and I know that I should not be reading more into this than I should but how I wish for this to be over soon.......soon so I can get my love back.....all.....once more as I know that there is something there........a women always knows............hmmm.........I must be strong and not let this get to me before it drives me up the wall........